My World is Dark without Love, Hope and Faith
About Me
Name : Neo Yizan, Sunny
Age : 23
Location : Singapore
Birthday : 8th June 1984
Zodiac Sign : Gemini
Email : hollow_boi@hotmail.com


I love to receive SMSes. Especially yours. I love to receive calls. Especially yours too. I love to pamper you. If only you give me the chance to. I love to be pampered. By you most. I love attentions. Expecially from you. I love to be appreciated. I love discovering stuffs. I like to experiment. I am just human. I am who I am. Love, Hope and Faith are the 3 keys to happiness, I am someone without them...Only a small beam of light shining from the ceiling inside this dark cell, thats my family...My World is Dark...Will You save me?
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    Wednesday, April 20, 2005

    Hot Weather Night

    Well, there more to say, I was confronted by an Email from the classmate I make fun of:

    "I saw your blog. Today's entry.

    Well, I am in school now, just did my WP CA2 this morning, well...Discovered some mistakes but ignored it as I already printed and so many other people are printing...

    Felt so pissed as some "FUCK ME" woman fan her anger at me as she can't print her assignments and she is one of the first ones finishing their assignments...

    What the pipi!? Can't she even take a joke? No wonder she gives off such smelly scent when she is near to me...OMG!!!

    I think her mom picked her up from some rubbish dump!! :D


    In Reply:

    You may say that by emailing to you about this, I am acknowledging that I am the person in question. Before you hurt me further, please listen at least to what I have to say. You may laugh. You may even show this around to your friends. But at least, let me speak.

    I hadn't finish my assignments yet. I was frustrated I could not get the printer to print after twenty minutes. Tensions ran high at that time. I lost my cool. A lot of pressure and unintentionally, spiteful words may be exchanged.

    I was angry and upset because I thought you would have let it go. I didn't say the words, you know that. A girl's reputation is very important to her. I think you have enough fuck-me-jokes at my expense for two days now.

    You think I want to be smelly? I try to be less offensive to people's noses. Ok, you say maybe I haven't try enough. I am sorry, I am so repulsive. It is hard being a fat girl, you know. You use more energy. You sweat more. I wish I could take a bath every three hours or so. (Don't laugh, please). It is bad enough people will rather ignore me because I am fat. I figure ok, not much of a loss. But it hurts people are snickering about you. God, you think I never worry whether I smell so bad every day? When I am going home, I wish I don't have to take a bus. You say I may as well stay home and spare people from my smell. I wish. I do wish I stop repelling people that way.

    We are not close friends. We are only classmates. Still I am a human. So you say a blog is to talk about your feelings, what you feel at that moment but a blog is also public.

    It hurts. It really hurts. I can laugh. I can joke. But please, don't joke about my reputation (ok, laugh. You say, "What reputation?")

    I never hate you. I just didn't like you making jokes about Fucking Me. I didn't like the fact that you couldn't be more sensitive. But when a new day comes, I let it pass. Think what the hell, sometimes, one day, people rub you the wrong way. Why keep a grudge? Do you make enemies because of just one off incident?

    Was I pick up at the rubbish dump? God, so I smell! But do you have to be that mean? Buy me perfume then. Buy me shower creams. Spray air-freshner everywhere I go.

    But please, I can't take it that you are being mean to me in this way. I was a bitch ok but you don't have to pick on me so harshly. It hurts to know that your friends are reading the blog and some figure who the person in question.

    But now I know. I know what offends you so much about me. I will try to stay far away from you. I try not to move about so much. Try not to repel my classmates further."

    And

    "it is just that I never be hurt before by a friend so much before in a long time... I try to have open policy with my close friends.. u bug me.. I bug u.. we try to solve the problem but light-heartedly.. u know like this joke I saw the other time: We should have a way of telling people they have bad breath without hurting their feelings. "Well, I'm bored...Let's go brush our teeth." Or "I've got to make a phone call, hold this gum in your mouth." (Brad Stine), I think it is funny.. not so offensive."

    Hmmm, shall really repent onwhat I did and things I said...Hmmm, putting other's feelings as my own entertainment...Haha, just wanna apologise on what I did...*So Childish!! Com'on Neo, 21 this year*.

    Haha...Feel free to tag and comment about what happened above...Any insults or spitting is well appreciated!! (",)

    Posted by Sunny @ 10:29 PM

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    Wednesday, April 20, 2005

    Hot Weather Night

    Well, there more to say, I was confronted by an Email from the classmate I make fun of:

    "I saw your blog. Today's entry.

    Well, I am in school now, just did my WP CA2 this morning, well...Discovered some mistakes but ignored it as I already printed and so many other people are printing...

    Felt so pissed as some "FUCK ME" woman fan her anger at me as she can't print her assignments and she is one of the first ones finishing their assignments...

    What the pipi!? Can't she even take a joke? No wonder she gives off such smelly scent when she is near to me...OMG!!!

    I think her mom picked her up from some rubbish dump!! :D


    In Reply:

    You may say that by emailing to you about this, I am acknowledging that I am the person in question. Before you hurt me further, please listen at least to what I have to say. You may laugh. You may even show this around to your friends. But at least, let me speak.

    I hadn't finish my assignments yet. I was frustrated I could not get the printer to print after twenty minutes. Tensions ran high at that time. I lost my cool. A lot of pressure and unintentionally, spiteful words may be exchanged.

    I was angry and upset because I thought you would have let it go. I didn't say the words, you know that. A girl's reputation is very important to her. I think you have enough fuck-me-jokes at my expense for two days now.

    You think I want to be smelly? I try to be less offensive to people's noses. Ok, you say maybe I haven't try enough. I am sorry, I am so repulsive. It is hard being a fat girl, you know. You use more energy. You sweat more. I wish I could take a bath every three hours or so. (Don't laugh, please). It is bad enough people will rather ignore me because I am fat. I figure ok, not much of a loss. But it hurts people are snickering about you. God, you think I never worry whether I smell so bad every day? When I am going home, I wish I don't have to take a bus. You say I may as well stay home and spare people from my smell. I wish. I do wish I stop repelling people that way.

    We are not close friends. We are only classmates. Still I am a human. So you say a blog is to talk about your feelings, what you feel at that moment but a blog is also public.

    It hurts. It really hurts. I can laugh. I can joke. But please, don't joke about my reputation (ok, laugh. You say, "What reputation?")

    I never hate you. I just didn't like you making jokes about Fucking Me. I didn't like the fact that you couldn't be more sensitive. But when a new day comes, I let it pass. Think what the hell, sometimes, one day, people rub you the wrong way. Why keep a grudge? Do you make enemies because of just one off incident?

    Was I pick up at the rubbish dump? God, so I smell! But do you have to be that mean? Buy me perfume then. Buy me shower creams. Spray air-freshner everywhere I go.

    But please, I can't take it that you are being mean to me in this way. I was a bitch ok but you don't have to pick on me so harshly. It hurts to know that your friends are reading the blog and some figure who the person in question.

    But now I know. I know what offends you so much about me. I will try to stay far away from you. I try not to move about so much. Try not to repel my classmates further."

    And

    "it is just that I never be hurt before by a friend so much before in a long time... I try to have open policy with my close friends.. u bug me.. I bug u.. we try to solve the problem but light-heartedly.. u know like this joke I saw the other time: We should have a way of telling people they have bad breath without hurting their feelings. "Well, I'm bored...Let's go brush our teeth." Or "I've got to make a phone call, hold this gum in your mouth." (Brad Stine), I think it is funny.. not so offensive."

    Hmmm, shall really repent onwhat I did and things I said...Hmmm, putting other's feelings as my own entertainment...Haha, just wanna apologise on what I did...*So Childish!! Com'on Neo, 21 this year*.

    Haha...Feel free to tag and comment about what happened above...Any insults or spitting is well appreciated!! (",)

    Posted by Sunny @ 10:29 PM

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