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Name : Neo Yizan, Sunny Age : 23 Location : Singapore Birthday : 8th June 1984 Zodiac Sign : Gemini Email : hollow_boi@hotmail.com |
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Name : Neo Yizan, Sunny Age : 23 Location : Singapore Birthday : 8th June 1984 Zodiac Sign : Gemini Email : hollow_boi@hotmail.com |
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Its been so long since i blog, don't even know whether people are still reading this or not, but its okie...Its just a place where i can leave all my bad or good memories behind...
Haiz...i feel so lost now...things aren't working the same way anymore...we seem to some strangers who have just met up at a street somewhere...everything seems to be so distant, so cold...haiz...i really dunno wat to do le...but i really like her alot...but does she? Haiz...
We have our own things to be busy about, and i really don't have that courage to face anymore conflicts anymore...Lots of quarrels, less hugs and kisses...Don't even have time to meet up with me when i booked out most of the time now...
Trust, Faith and Passion are 3 factors for Love.. but i seem to be losing one of them...TRUST. Haiz...Its not that i dun trust her anymore but, she seem to hid from me alot of things, i tried talking to her, but were all in vain, the more i will think, a imaginative and creative person is a miserable person indeed... :p
Finally, i decided to give up...We broke up...All becoz of me...i really hate myself for my stupidity? why cant i just learn to treasure? i feel like a piece of shit, a junk...I miss her. Her voice, her smile, her laughters, her tears, her everything...Just feel like shouting out loud...telling her how much i love and miss her...but can she really hear me anymore? fearing the consequences and the pain i will be in, I still love you deeply...Haiz...is there still love between us?
Posted by Sunny @ 2:15 AM 
Its been so long since i blog, don't even know whether people are still reading this or not, but its okie...Its just a place where i can leave all my bad or good memories behind...
Haiz...i feel so lost now...things aren't working the same way anymore...we seem to some strangers who have just met up at a street somewhere...everything seems to be so distant, so cold...haiz...i really dunno wat to do le...but i really like her alot...but does she? Haiz...
We have our own things to be busy about, and i really don't have that courage to face anymore conflicts anymore...Lots of quarrels, less hugs and kisses...Don't even have time to meet up with me when i booked out most of the time now...
Trust, Faith and Passion are 3 factors for Love.. but i seem to be losing one of them...TRUST. Haiz...Its not that i dun trust her anymore but, she seem to hid from me alot of things, i tried talking to her, but were all in vain, the more i will think, a imaginative and creative person is a miserable person indeed... :p
Finally, i decided to give up...We broke up...All becoz of me...i really hate myself for my stupidity? why cant i just learn to treasure? i feel like a piece of shit, a junk...I miss her. Her voice, her smile, her laughters, her tears, her everything...Just feel like shouting out loud...telling her how much i love and miss her...but can she really hear me anymore? fearing the consequences and the pain i will be in, I still love you deeply...Haiz...is there still love between us?
Posted by Sunny @ 2:15 AM
