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Name : Neo Yizan, Sunny Age : 23 Location : Singapore Birthday : 8th June 1984 Zodiac Sign : Gemini Email : hollow_boi@hotmail.com |
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Name : Neo Yizan, Sunny Age : 23 Location : Singapore Birthday : 8th June 1984 Zodiac Sign : Gemini Email : hollow_boi@hotmail.com |
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Please...Go back deep into my heart and go hide somewhere inside my head...don't let my memories find you...Feel like banging my head on the wall until I forget everything...
SO frustrating now...Shit, why must everything he said be so accurate? I can't seem to control my anger, can't seem to control myself from thinking and thinking...Lost control of myself totally...
Tried to sleep, but can't...Whole body very hot, very angry...Told myself to let it go, but you know..That me inside doesn't want to lose...Personality splitting...Demon and Angel forming in me...
Time heals? Fuck time then...No matter how long it takes, she will always be with you...It will just be taken over by the other...So maybe that proofs that you can't forget one until you found another one...Thats my conclusion...
What the FUCK did I did wrong to you? Time brought us apart, I thought our love were strong all along...I TRUSTED you...I finally TRUSTED you...And there I got this kinda treatment...FUCK Fairness, is it fair for me then? To have my girlfriend snatched away while I was away in the army...
CURSE MYSELF...CURSE MY JUDGEMENTS...Seem like I always pick the wrong one...HAhahaa...So funny of me to type like this...I am once again falling in between Forgiveness and Hatred...Freaking memories, I hope I forgets them soon...
Whats the point of remembering all those things we done in the past? You won't come back...Hmmmmm, what am I doing...Sorry, just wanna vent my anger out, maybe it helps myself a little? ahhaha, feeling better now...Sorry for all those commotion on top...Can't just ignore them...
All I wanna say is I haven't forgot...SO much things she said, it all still in my mind...Be my bride eh...
Posted by Sunny @ 2:12 AM 
Please...Go back deep into my heart and go hide somewhere inside my head...don't let my memories find you...Feel like banging my head on the wall until I forget everything...
SO frustrating now...Shit, why must everything he said be so accurate? I can't seem to control my anger, can't seem to control myself from thinking and thinking...Lost control of myself totally...
Tried to sleep, but can't...Whole body very hot, very angry...Told myself to let it go, but you know..That me inside doesn't want to lose...Personality splitting...Demon and Angel forming in me...
Time heals? Fuck time then...No matter how long it takes, she will always be with you...It will just be taken over by the other...So maybe that proofs that you can't forget one until you found another one...Thats my conclusion...
What the FUCK did I did wrong to you? Time brought us apart, I thought our love were strong all along...I TRUSTED you...I finally TRUSTED you...And there I got this kinda treatment...FUCK Fairness, is it fair for me then? To have my girlfriend snatched away while I was away in the army...
CURSE MYSELF...CURSE MY JUDGEMENTS...Seem like I always pick the wrong one...HAhahaa...So funny of me to type like this...I am once again falling in between Forgiveness and Hatred...Freaking memories, I hope I forgets them soon...
Whats the point of remembering all those things we done in the past? You won't come back...Hmmmmm, what am I doing...Sorry, just wanna vent my anger out, maybe it helps myself a little? ahhaha, feeling better now...Sorry for all those commotion on top...Can't just ignore them...
All I wanna say is I haven't forgot...SO much things she said, it all still in my mind...Be my bride eh...
Posted by Sunny @ 2:12 AM
